camera

Can't find my camera, I really miss it. It does things like take these kinds of pictures for me. *cyber sigh*

The fans

The book

Finals can do things to you

So why am I wearing a pink dress, jean jacket pirate hat and have a pink flamingo (for most of the time I kind of dropped him while climbing up)? Because it was clean checks and we had time to kill and this was all in the DI pile and I had nothing better to do. Soooo yeah I dressed up as a pretty pink pirate and climbed a tree...yeah...that is what finals can do to you.

Strength

I don't like people telling me that I am strong. I tell people that my mom passed away and they see how happy I am and they call me strong. They complement me on my strengths and my faith. Makes me feel like a hypocrite. I am not any stronger then they are they just haven't gotten a chances to have it tested. I am not that strong and my happiness is actually kind of bad sometimes because I use it as a shield to hide from my actual feelings. That is what I learned when my mom died, that I didn't accept negative emotions. Though I do find it a compliment that people can't tell that my Mom died, but really what do you expect me to be like? Some sad emotionally desturbed little girl who wear all black and whenever I get the chances cry is small dark corners by myself. I don't know I just know that it is my petpive to be called strong because I am not strong, at least not by myself, I am only strong because of my family and my faith. And for people to say that I-me-myself alone is strong just makes me get that itchy feeling that I deceiving people. But let me tell you don't tell them that you are not that strong because then they start calling you humble and that just makes me want to scream!!!!

bugs, worms and other things.

Um...well I should be studying for one of the two test that I have but I really really really don't want to. I would rather wait and wait and wait and never do it. I just don't know what to do with myself. I am like a... what am I like. Probably like a fly in the winter. I move real slow everywhere, but I do some how make it places. There must be a really bad frost right now because I am just vegetating in my chair in the corner watching my roommates talk to each other. I am so weird. I don't know what I am going to do with myself. Probably something productive, maybe, maybe not. YUCK!! I don't know what to do with myself and now I am repeating what I said earlier. I feel like one of those poor sad dehydrated worms on our side walks that are slowly being trodden down into the concrete. Poor little things. Well that is enough of that, I will get back to my work.

And the world went dark

Today I went to the temple to enjoy the spirit of the lord. After sitting There in the chapel for about 10 minuets all of the sudden the lights went out. Not just the lights in the bottom of the baptistery fount like I did when I leaned against the light switch with my shoulder blade, but every light in the whole building. Soon the coordinator came in and told us that the power was out in the whole city. So we could either wait it out or go home. I thought about it, but what could I do at home that would be better than being at the temple? So I stayed and in an hour or so the lights came back on and everything went as  it normally does. I am sure I will never forget that temple trip.

Why I love my family (2009)

When I got home this is what I did with my family.

 We are all just happy to see each other

A family of Nija Nothing can stop us

except maybe the landing

Super man

Can you get low low low low?

Give me a V!

Raising the bar

hovering 

Static!

Betty D. Bluebird

This is the inside of what was going to be come my college car.

She had been pretty loved, or miss loved just depends on how you think about it

She's a pretty good size

And she doesn't believe in being ordinary

And we loved each other. If only she could have made it the two hundred miles to college and started in cold weather and had acceleration. Then it could have worked out. But it's okay she's not hear because I can just walk everywhere and count that as my exercises.